I can't find any reason to say I'm okay
when it's clear that I'm not.
Though i can hide what's deep inside of me,
the pain is too hard for me to undo the knot.

the day has come for me to say
"I've had enough of your sweet lies. I'm leaving."
But if he says he's going to try again (a lie again!)
c'mon, what is he playing at? is he not sick of fooling... around?

this melancholy in the depths of my translucent orbs
are too way too silent
but when a smile erupts on my lips
it doesn't mean i'm happy.
it's another kind of pretending
that deep inside I'm hurting. ..

*bem*
(just felt like writing such stuff...)

like that's what you call moment...
hehe...
just making fun.